If you new and you don't know. I've been diagnosed with two chronic illness. Chronic Venus Insufficient and Fibromyalgia. It make functioning very difficult. I have had Fibromyalgia since childhood, all though years I though I was crazy. And I was was young so it was bothersome, but no real impact. However it does explain why I could fall asleep anywhere and sleep for 11 to 12 hour straight. Or why sometime my body would be a furnace, or ice cold. But it was annoying and being young I could deal with it like the CVI.
Fast-forward to April 2022 and I'm 50. And all hell breaks lose. Back surgery and the Fibromyalgia and CVI are through the fucking roof with extra things.
What I have is call a dynamic disability. My pain fluctuates and there absolutely no rhyme or reason to it. There is no planning around this. It wake up and either go oh shit look like the beds going to be my friend. To getting a hour or two of remaining up right, before my body starts to say 👋 hey even though you didn't do jack shit, time to go back to bed. The majority of my days is painful 😖.
But I'm stubborn. Laying in bed all day is wearing on me. So by doing a ride on the stationary bike it make me feel accomplished. Even though I might look like death warmed over. Looks.....I don't give a fuck what I look like. What you see is what you get with all my sassyness.
So just 3 miles on ZWIFT.
