15.01 MILES & A SOMBER RIDE.

 Jenni and I decided to take our first ride up to were the Honey Run Bridge use to stand.  No smiles here.  We took a selfie anyway, because hopefully with in a year or two a new bridge will be built from all the love and support of the greater community of Butte County. Then we can go back and take another picture that will be happier.

Our beloved bridge before the fire.
                                                                  












It's much sadder in person.    I wanted to get a closer picture but Jenni kept me in my place.















  From a different angle.
















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Jenni holding my bike so I could get a couple pictuers in.
Just if your wondering this is look the opposite way up the river.  












Lot's of burn logs, stack up or scattered.

















Coming and going we could smell lot's of burnt smells.











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Headed home.

NEW CYCLING MUSIC

Daft Punk- Derezzed (OFFICIAL TRACK)(FULL SONG)(HQ)(2010)TRON SOUNDTRACK

 

25.12 MILES & A ME-DE-OAKER DAY.

 Nothing really exciting to day just a ride.

 The sky was really pretty.   If it was not so cloudy there might have been some Sun dogs hiding.

 Every time I see a little pond  now I think about getting water samples for Chris.

 Hmm who live here.  Is the rent high?

 25.12 miles

 1 hour 53 mintues

 25.4  Yeah haw short but sweet sprint.

Better average.

FALLING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

This last couple of weeks has been the most surreal and life altering experience for me.  I feel like I have woken up from a dream only to keep finding my self still falling down the rabbit hole.   It's been scary, fun and exciting to meet people who actually understand the concept I have related to them.   And there is new things I've been learning about my self almost everyday.   I shot off a question to a lady in the UK who is studying Aphantasia and it's wild to think that this is really new and as she worded it it's in it's infancy stages of being fully understood by the medical community.

Do I want a cure?  No!  I have no desire to have my mind eye turned  on.  From what I can tell it sound scary as shit.  I'm not broken so I don't want to be fixed.

I recently saw  the Dr because of the migraines I have and when I look at the advice on the paper they gave me now it really funny to me.  One of the suggestions is to visualize your self in a peace full place.  LOL

All these saying were meaningless to me.  

I've also met people who have multiple conditions with Aphantasia.   You can have Synasteisa and be a Aphant at the same time.     
I've learned that you can have hallucinations with out being medicated.    I have had Hypnagogic hallucinations for the majority of my life.  But these only occur in the early morning hours when I have not had a good nights sleep and am woken up unexpectedly.  This also included auditory hallucination.  The most common auditory one I have that has never gone away is a door bell ringing in the morning or a loud rap on the door always very early in the morning.   My cats freak out when the door bell or there a knock on the door.  I look at the cat's to judge it was real or not.    If the cats are not freaking out, it's my mind.  

 

20.72 MILES & A SHIT TON OF PICTURES!

 If you have a fear of photos, I suggest you skip this sight, because I went crazy today.

Just took it easy today and enjoyed the ride. 

Guess what I found I found a Aphantasia Art group. How cool is that. Right up my alley.

 Stopped here and took a water sample.  And funny enough the water fountain by the park was also turned off.   Hmmm makes me wonder if the water is contaminated. 

 This was a nice billboard.  

 Took another water sample for Chris.

 I really like look at all the photos I've taken of the Memorial through the seasons.  Rain and shine.

 On the left is not burned and the grass is still yellow and on the right is were it burned and the grass is nice and green. 

 Daffodils.

 I don't know what this is but wow is it lush and new looking. I like how some leaves had more defined patterns on them than others.

 It looks like a salad.  Ranch?

 I believe this is a pussy willow.  Not sure, but it was fuzzy.  It looks like fingers .

 Seed pods waiting for spring.

 My bike waiting for me to ride it.

 More spring flowers.  White flowers are hard to get to focus.

 Chris and I had DATE NIGHT tonight.  

 I love you when the food getting here?

 OMG! Photo bomb in the background. See the guy horking down food.  Gee chew buddy chew.

 Why hello there!

 Yummy.

 Chris is on the top. Mine is on the bottom and I can't remember the fancy samchy names.

 1 hour 47 minutes.

 23.4 max

 11.4 average

 Total trip miliage

 20.72 miles.